There is a battle going on inside me. The battle between light and dark, Spirit and flesh, depression and joy. For the first time, I can feel this battle against the depression that tries so hard to overtake me. It’s an amazing step that I can even muster up the forces to fight it. This is one occasion that it is obviously God’s work. But this fight is exhausting. I am so tired from this, lax, and drama. I am so determined to win this battle against depression. I will win no matter what. Sure, I will get depressed again in life. No doubt. I will never beat it 100%, but this small skirmish I will win. Nothing will spoil this Sunday.
So stoked to get baptized.